Uh-huhh.

Good day mate~..so it's coming toward of March, how's it been? So far, not that interesting or fun..Somewhat i'm lost cause i forgot how to have fun, i've into a lot of troubles this months, too much drama make me sick & it's awful, but that's okay... Lessons are meant to be learn, rightt??!! So,i registered myself to a web call TheKnot  , It's a seriously useful web BUT, i'm having a malay wedding so i need to adjust some of it, & when it shows that i've 276 Days to go for my big day, i panicked!! feels like i wanna rush everything & get it done but i can't since my brother's wedding on May so i've to start slowly.. Planned to register next month, to get the approval a.s.a.p so i won't freaked out.. so,'till then~... 

Friday

It's been a teary Friday, & it's been a bad start for this month.. it was suppose to be a great month, month of joy but turn out to be month of disappointment, lots of crazy-sad-thing happen this month which i bet i'll remember for the rest of the year & all of the coming years, Freaky!! So, i'm kinda lost of words now, having massive headaches as well as massive world war with fiancé, not that worst we had so far after engagement..& which i hope won't happen again.. i can't think straight!! Please Come Home Soonn!!!

Bless

So, While i was doin' my work.. something pop's out of my head, it's kinda funny instead of devastating.. Haha.. Seriously, when it happened, i wasn't even sad.. i was amazingly-happy & years after that karma hits me so hard, so let start my story-telling session; 

Few years back, which was about 6 years ago.. i had a boyfriend of almost 5 years, so he's my school-hood-boyfriend, we've been through alot as well.. his brother passed away, his parents divorce, his sickness but one thing that was missing - LOVE!!! Yess, i never loved him, to me he's sort of my best buddy, on & off few time but still no love, i just need companion.. hehe.. 'cause most of my besties have their on boyfriends.. Hahaha.. 'Till one dayy, early 2006, i was in form 5 'O' level, He wrote me a letter ('cause hand-phones are not IN yet!), saying he's goin' to break up with me, YES, HE DUMPED ME!! but at the mean time i'm already contacting with another guy, so i didn't replied that letter but since he quit school, so i know there's no way we're back together.. 


After a month of being single & contacting with a guy for almost a month or two, he finally proposed on Thursday, February 2nd, 2006 & I still remember, It was Maghrib , Skies were getting dark & i was in my room with my sister, Alen.. Dammnn,I was so Happy, hyperrr & everything in between.. you know that feeling when you're newly couple.. butterflies in ur tummy.. & feels like u wanna jump & jump & jump.. hahaha.. but i don't do jumping.. So yeahhh, Alhamdulilah.. Now, i'm engaged to that guy..

IT'S BEEN 6 YRS, 2 WEEKS & 16 DAYS WE'RE COUPLE!!

& 5 MONTHS, 22 WEEKS & 160 DAYS SINCE WE'RE ENGAGED!!